Myb I should stop crying. Myb I should stop hoping that you would want me. Myb I should forget you. Myb I should stop thinking of you. Myb I should remove you from my heart. And myb I should stop posting entries for you because you'll absolutely not going to read them.

Why must it be you to be in my heart ? Why must it be you controlling my mind ? Why must it be you that I love ? I'm tired of crying every night. Writing stories in my diaries. Smiling for no reason. Watching sad movies. Watching romantic movies and hope that we'll be one of the couples in the movies.

Crazy Little Thing Called Love. Thai movie. Again, stupid me hoping you would be like Shone. You would like me back like how Shone liked Nam back. HAHA silly me. For sure, you won't like me. I'm not pretty. I'm not amazing. I'm not hot. I'm not awesome, wonderful, important, grand and cool. I'll never choose myself either.

Hmmm how can a hot handsome guy like you would want me ? It's impossible. Impossible. Nah it's okay love. I'll just look at you from far. I'll try my best to smile whenever I see you happy with other girls. I won't cry. But one thing for sure, I will always be in love with you. That is my promise. I'll keep my words. Bye, love :') xx