Assalamualaikum.

Mon cauchemar est devenu réalité. I never thought everything would turn up like this. From bad to worse. From worse to worst. Can someone please take me to a place where pain does not exist? Where I can sleep without tears and live without crying? I can't take it anymore. I just want a break from everything. Yes, everything.

Now, I have no idea what to do with all those songs I wrote. I want to keep them but everytime I look at them I can't stop myself from crying and my mind can't stop thinking of....... But if I burn or throw them away, it's just the same as I burn my life and my dreams. Everything goes wrong when I'm not okay and a day feels like a year when I'm alone.

If only I could turn back time, I won't cry for stupid reasons. I won't do the same mistakes again and the most important is, I won't fall in love again.