Unexpected Life
Assalamualaikum.It has been a long time huh? Life. Unexpected. Two words that can never be separated. We lived the past, living the present and going to live in the future. We knew yesterday, knowing today and will never have any idea what will happen in our life in the future. We don't know our fate. Who's gonna stay and who's gonna leave.
Who's gonna leave. 15th November 2013. The date that gonna be remembered forever by my cousin who had just lost her mother on that date. She's not just my cousin. She's my bestfriend, my sister and my teacher. That incident taught me to appreciate. Appreciate everything while it lasts. I believe it's gonna be really hard since she's the only child and she is only 15. How is she gonna face this world without her mother? Taking PMR result without her mother by her side?
I realized how lucky I am to have my mom, dad and my siblings, here, living in the same house, sharing the same thing and going through everything together.
What if. Those words have been lingering in my head. What if I lose them? What if we forget each other one day? What if I have to face my life without them? What if? What if? What if?
This feeling I feel right now. Strange. Something that I never felt. I just feel like making some changes in my life. To change my whole life. My attitude. To be a better daughter, a better sister, a better friend and and of course, a better servant to Allah SWT.
I enjoyed too much that I forgot that death is not something we can control. It is not something we can avoid or negotiate. It just come. And by that time, there's no more time to repent. To apologize to everyone we've hurt. To hug and kiss our relatives.
I took everything easily that I, now regret for every of my actions. I just hope that I can be a better person than I am today and will stay that way and will never go back to my old self.
16 November 2013 @ 1:52 AM / 0 daisies
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