5 years later

Five years later, Im still the old sadist me. For the update, no I did not become a doctor like how I’ve always wanted to. Im currently doing MSc in Universiti Malaya. Kinda impressive huh? Not for me. Because I know what state Im in. Im clueless, with no passion and empty. 

Rereading my old posts, I realised how I was so much brighter back then. Life was hard but I was strong. I didn’t know what happened, but Im so much weaker. Or maybe I’ve just had enough that I can’t bear any more sadness?

Things got out of control when I even had suicidal thoughts. Are things really hard or am I just being dramatic? Or was I being too expecting?

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Farah Aqilah bt Md Zulkiflie. I'm fifteen and a weirdo. I talk nonsense. I have this one habit of stalking Foodporn and get myself hungry. I'm way too emotional, I must say. King George V High School was where I found out that life is such a lorn. Johorian in Seremban. A Muslim and forever will be.